我收了个干女儿！

那天终于去了一趟L&M的家。看了他们两刚出世两个月不到的女娃儿。之前看了照片已经觉得够可爱的了，现在抱一抱，不得了了，更可爱的了。好乖好乖的女娃儿。睡醒了，就摇一摇，也不哭也不闹。这样的小孩最惹人疼了。

我也好想要一个哦！！！

晚上跟CY去喝了两杯。忽然好想有自己的一个小孩。当然，要自己的也需要怀胎十月不止，还要找个爸爸才行啊！我现在又有婚姻恐惧症。不婚要孩子，我相信不是找不到一个男人，而是我自己的老爸会气死。 哇哈哈。。。但是我真的有这样的冲动。结婚何尝不是一种冲动呢？就像朋友的妈说的，就是当初的冲动，我想在还有一个你！感动吧！我也想试一试。一点点地动心，加上那一点点的冲动，我可能两年后就有一个小孩牙牙学语的叫妈妈。我想到有个小不点叫我妈妈，我现在想想，心都软了。

好好，在我付诸行动努力做人之前，我先打了个电话给L&M跟他们说我要他们的女儿做我的干女儿！哈哈哈。。。 我就这样收了个干女儿。

在接下来，就是找个人做我孩子的爸爸了！我傻了。。。但是我真的要去做了。我的新年新展望#1 - 努力“做人”！

Children Sponsorship Program

i was walking along santa monica 3rd street while this gal came up to me with friendly smile. i knew it's about some donation programme. i dont know why but i stopped to listen to her. it's an international children sponsorship program that she was trying to "sell" to me.

i have always been wanting to do this but as usual, never take initiative to look for the programme. since someone approached me, i was like "why not?" Or may be i was feeling lonely those few days in the States and didn't want others to feel left out and lonely like i was. whatever the actual reason is, I SPONSORED A KID!

i never choose any specific gender, no specific country, i let the programme choose for me. she told me that the child's profile will reach me in 10 days. i will get the kid's information when i am back in Malaysia. i am so excited!

came back for a week now and finally i received the letter from Children International. else, i will think that i have been conned! :p

My child's name is Leobanny Tineo Arias and lives in Dominican Republic. Frankly speaking, I dunno where exactly is the place! So sorry to all my geography teacher back in school. I scored high marks but i memorised it just for the exam. The exams are all over now so my brain deleted those unused info automatically! :p Anyway, Leobanny is 11 years old and he is already 5'1" tall and weigh only 78 lbs. gosh... i wish i could share a little of my fats with him. He loves to dance and he speaks only Spanish. So before i saved enough money to visit him, i should also saved some money to pick up Spanish too. :p i know i know, there will be translator but it will be so different if i could communicate using the same language, wont it.

sorry, i need to google bout the Dominican Republic now before i could think / dream whether i can afford to visit my boy. :)

It's affordable to sponsor a child. Visit http://www.children.org/ if you need more info on how to sponsor a child. :)

The Grand Canyon

4th day of our tour covers The Grand Canyon.

the journey was long. bout 2 and a 1/2 hours to reach the small town of Arizona before we transitted to another bus to travel another 45 minutes on the bumpy road to Grand Canyon.

on the way to the Canyon, we passed by the Hoover Dam built on the Colorado River. it's named after the ex-US President Herbert Hoover as he played an important role in building the Dam back then. It's located just at the border of Nevada and Arizona and these two states are in different time zone. standing one foot on each state, the one side on Nevada is one hour younger and the other is one hour older. kakaka...

we continued our journey and everyone continued to sleep in the coach. especially me and mei mei... :p

it worth everything when i saw the canyon.

it definitely look grandier than the picture i took!

me jumping on skywalk! fyi, i was screaming walking on the skywalk. :p

i dunno how to describe. it's just grand!! fantastic view. we wanted to take a helicopter ride but wind is blowing too strong. sigh... else, it will be another different experience. :)

More of LA

San took a day off to bring me around on my last day with her.

We took a 1 1/2 hours drive to camarillo factory outlet. Just to let me shop at Polo, Gap, DKNY and many more brands that are not available at Citadel. :p Four hours at the outlet and i only managed to go into the few brand i mentioned. i even skipped my lunch to have more time for shopping. hahaha... that's crazy? you won't say this if you're at the outlet k. No joke!!

We took the coastal way to Malibu. Stopped at Malibu wines for wine tasting. I felt a little cheated or may be i am just ignorant. USD12 for 4 types of different wines but the serving is not even half for each type! i rather spend that USD36 that three of us paid to buy two bottles and drink at home! may be i am just some cheapo...

continued on the coastal line, we passed by Malibu beach, Santa Monica and we went to Hooter's at Long Beach downtown! To those guys out there, the chicks are really exposed! i won't lie to you that they're all as pretty as me, but their boobs definitely bigger! :p

it's their halloween costume.. :)

i love the chicken wings at hooter's.

Of course we had beer too! not as much as what we had in Mexico though... :p

Mexico & San Diego

i joined the 2D1N Mexico and San Diego tour on my 5th day in LA.

US Navy Base taken from the cruise.

Coronado Bridge

As the navy base is just beside the bridge, there are some steel bars built-in at the side wall of the bridge for defence purpose. The steel bars will be released to prevent submarines from other countries entering into the navy base. Cool feature.

We headed direct to Mexico after the cruise. We skipped the border city of Mexico, Tijuana, known for drugs trafficking and prostitution and headed straight Ensenada.

Something interesting explained by the tour guide.

Apparently, the red colour zinc was the border last time. And I wonder, how the hell this wall gonna prevent those desperate Mexicans going into US? It's like 4' height and it is just those we see in Kampung houses! The American built the much higher one at the back which is the white cement wall. and there is a 2 mile empty land guarded by polices to stop those Mexican climbing over the wall and thinking that they could run 2 miles to the Land of Gold. :p

along Coastal Freeway 1, nice huh?

seagull @ La Bufadora

since i am travelling alone, i joined the tour guide and driver for lunch and dinner. and you know, they normally eat for free and i got it free too. :p they thought i am the trainee tour guide. wahahaha.... i saved alot of money.


We had Mexican food for dinner. It tasted so good. Yummy...







it tasted much better than it looks k. "Seven Sea Soup" with seven kinds of seafood in it and it tasted so fresh... thumbs up.

my main course - Mexican style grilled fish. This one tasted fastantic too. Two Thumbs up.

my Mexican coach driver and Chinese tour guide promised to bring me for Tequila after dinner. Since I had 3 Tequila while having dinner, we decided to just have a beer each before calling it the night. and next thing i know is to see a bucket of 10 coronas right in front of me. 10 bottles for three of us. Gosh... i think they might have different intention on me. There is something that they least expected, I AM A GOOD DRINKER!!! and three of us had like 21 bottles of beer and 6 Tequilas the whole night. I am not kidding you.

Francisco, me and Alan Guan

luckily the weather is cooling. else, i will have the heat up till my nose. We stroll along the sea side before heading back to hotel.



at the end of the night, all their plans, if there is any, was spoilt by GOOD DRINKER!
and Alan waking up this morning telling me that he got the worst hangover ever in his life. "No more beer, no more tequila!!" was exactly what he told Francisco.

2nd day @ LA

my favourite activity - shopping.

we went to South City Plaza. unlike ours, their mall is huge across big land but just 2-storey. they have earthquake!!

this is South City Plaza. doesn't look impressive, does it..

on the first day itself, i spent USD500 and i wonder my money will last till the day i gone home. but who cares, i have plastics!! i love plastic and i love the person who came out with this wonderful idea.

i know i know that my pocket will have a humongous hole but it's hard to hesitate. so many brands, so many choices and they look cheap! wahaha... they are all below 100, 100USD of course, but it's so nice looking at those below 100 figure. i have not seen in Malaysia for long!

their shoes are so niceeee... but i can't afford to carry all of them back :(

these are only partial of my harvest. all my clothes and dresses are in black, and i am not good in photography. it tried but it came out like some black ink splashed over the brown carpet. wahahaha... so sorry...

And i saw something interesting on the highway.

"Car Pool's Only - For 2 or more person in vehicle"

Interesting, isn't. Only those cars with 2 or more person can use the fast lane. and they're really fast. how good if Malaysia has this rule and i will be more than happy to have extra passengers in my car. muahahaha.... and if there is only 1 person in the vehicle, the maximum fine is USD341. Bear with my photography plsssss... i know it's not good at all. i tried to take the sign with fine but i couldn't catch any, either too early or too late. :p

we had McD for lunch. i had their Southern Style Chicken which i like. A set of burger and a fillet-o-fish cost USd10. If i am staying a little longer, i will be eating only bread at home. :p

it tastes so much nicer than our McChicken back home, trust me!

we had taiwanese dinner. 3 dishes for USD16.50 and each additional dish is USD5.50. 4 dishes for 3 of us. portion is big and san had them packed for her lunch tomorrow.

They then brought me for BOBA Milk Tea @ Guppy House. Not too bad but their milk tea is far far far from Taiwanese. I can't complain a Taiwanese food in western country afterall right?

me @ Guppy House

15 more days :)

i am in LA!!

finally i am in LA.

4 hours from KLIA to HK and 14 hours long haul from HK to LA. arrived at LA on time but waited for parking for an hour. i thought reservation made earlier since our plane touched down on schedule? sigh...

then a blardy long queue at the immigration that seems take forever to clear. officers taking time to question every visitor, without miss k!! i felt so warm when one of the officers checked my passport said "terima kasih" to me. :p

LA airport is currently under renovation. i wanted to take a picture of it but nothing interesting. dusty, plaster board everywhere... and san already waited for me for two hours!! so i quickly rushed out to meet her before she left me to take taxi on my own. :p

LA doesn't look like that the city i expected. i don't see any sky scraper, i don't see any huge buildings. may be i have not entered into the LA city itself. San stayed in Long Beach, 25 minutes drive from the airport. even the apartments are 3-storey. Weather turned better only towards the evening. Afternoon was as hot as KL, less humid though. i don't see any happening drinking places along the way. i must ask her to bring me for happy hour before my bosses arrive next Friday.

talk bout something happier and sth i enjoyed most. i thought of having some bites before i board the long haul flight to LA. not having any HKD in hand, i thought i better find a posh restaurant so that i could use credit card. and i picked this, Seafood Bar - Caviar House and Pruner.

saw the nice fresh salmon and smoked salmon on their display, i walked in. knowing they will be expensive, i am still shocked when i saw the price on menu.

i ordered the crab salad which the waitress recommended and a Marlborough Chavignon Blanc to make me sleepy while on board, i enjoyed my long 40 minutes before the 14 hours flight.

guess how much i paid?? ... ... ... USD45!!!! it's freaking expensive ok! may be i am stingy, yes, perhaps i am. btw, the reason i ordered this crab salad and not the initial salmon that i eyed on, i think you know why, it's the more reasonable priced on the menu which cost me HKD250. all dishes with salmon started with price tag of HKD300!

nevermind, at least i have someone buying me dinner. Korean BBQ dinner.

these look much nicer right? our menu at the Korean BBQ Restaurant. USD16.99 per person and all you can eat! The portion is so big and it comes with egg in hot pot, soup, salad and all the Korean side dishes. We thought we could order the second plate of meat but all three of us were too full to take in anymore.

thank you san and hb for the treat! :)

transit @ HK

started my 17 days US East Coast business cum holiday.

i am travelling alone to meet up with san one week earlier than the business schedule. talking bout biz, not really as well. haha... as we have universal studio, disney in the package. more of holiday than anything else. just that i am leaving earlier to be alone.

this is the first time i am travelling so far alone. 4 hours passed from KL to HK and now i have another 12 or 14 or 16 hours to LA. in order to kill my time during the long haul flight, i am fully equipped.

and i also bought a new camera for the trip as the camera we had admitted 'hospital'. and ed just called that the camera is ready for collection today!! else, i could save up for more shopping over in US.

should update more when i arrive...

see ya... :)

home alone

ed is going holiday with colleagues on the long weekend and i am staying back. it's been a while since the last time i spent long weekend alone at home.

i attended my ex-colleague's wedding lunch on Saturday. To look nice, i woke up early and had my hair washed and blowed at saloon right outside my condo. lunch started at 12:30pm and finished in two hours. a very simple buffet spread, a little too simple for once-in-a-lifetime occasion i thought. no beer, the bride told us earlier. to spice up our outing a little, we went down to the golf club cafe to have some beer. we finished after three rounds of beer and some bites. ya!! we ate again!! :p

i thought i will be spending the saturday night alone at home. irene and chun were so kind to offer me dinner together. they came over and we continued having some more beers before dinner at bubba gumps. irene bought me some nice cup cakes. they look nice and taste fantastic!! check out at http://www.ilovecuppacakes.com/. they just opened a retail outlet at damansara utama. if you're nearby, do drop by and buy a few to try. it's expensive though.

dinner finished early cos irene almost fell asleep at the restaurant. too much alcohol and it has been a long day. i continued my night with neway karaoke with conz, mel and olivia. it's fun and we cracked some funny jokes that night about conz having night out with zhang ziyi and me with leehom and jerry yan. :D we just can't stop laughing with all the expression and hilarious description. kakaka.... and we went home at 4am...

i spend the whole morning lazing around at home don feel like doing anything. i have chores to do but just lazy. spent the whole morning on my couch watching tv. :p i got my butt up at 3:30pm to go saloon again to have my hair coloured. spent a couple of hours at the saloon before i went back to change for the "heng tais meet chi muis" dinner at rumours hartamas.

this lamb rack is sooooo goooooddddd!!!

chef virginia was a chef at Hilton before and her lamb rack was superb. worth the bucks. we started off with wines before glenfidich took the place. and a couple of black labels too. it's basically a dinner for the chi muis to get to know the heng tais, remember their name and to torture them on the wedding day itself. and i am one of the heng tais!! you heard it right, i am the heng tai!! kakakaka.... just hope they will be kind to me. now i just have to find a way to get a tuxedo with black bermudas, white socks with black shiny shoes. can you imagine me in this attire?? let's see... :p

they called themselves " the adorable chi muis"

the heng tais

they just don understand why me and danny has got so much to talk about. kaka..

we finished at 2am and the sunday is gone!!


ok, i still have one more day to go!!


woke up late. continued ironing. done some laundry. mopped the floor. cooked lunch for myself. watched some dvd. and the next thing i know is, ed is back!!


there goes my home-alone-weekend!!

Finally... GOLD CLASS..

this is a rare chance, really rare because my man think that it's stupid paying RM60 for one show. RM11 movie ticket is his ceiling, even a premier class at Gardens @ Rm15 is a NO NO for him. after begging, threathening, making sarcastic remarks, he bought the Gold Class tickets for Mummy : Tomb of the Dragon Emperor. Muahahahaha.....

when we collected ticket at the counter, the girl reminded us kindly that the ticket comes with blanket, pillow and a complimentary drink. and i asked : "can i still have my favourite popcorn inside the cinema?" How can a movie show without popcorn right? Of course we can. They even serve spaghetti, burgers, light snacks and BEER too!!

the seat is so comfortable until the gal sitting beside me fell asleep. what a waste right? RM60 to sleep for 2 hours!

it's worth giving it a try! however, don't do it when you're tired. else, the comfy seat and blanket and cold theatre is definitely a nice place to catch up with sleep. :)

nds bomberman addiction

i am been addicted to NDS Bomberman. playing whenever am free, till late... this is not a problem. the problem is.... i have been thinking bout bomberman even when i am driving! driving pass a car and drop a bomb, driving fast to avoid the exploding bomb, etc etc... this is not a good sign, isn't it.

and i am dreaming about it also! turning the whole night and all in my brain was ....... BOMBERMAN!!!

stop bombing in my brain, BOMBERMAN!!!

@ rokaro

i remembered those days. we frequent rokaro so much like our second home. it's has been a while...

i wanted to 'date' Alex that night but after he heard me suggesting rokaro, he ffk. kekeke.... :p the 'reason' he gave me was he needs to go to sg. buloh and not sure whether he can get out on time. anyway, it's ok. i will try second time. hahaha....

irene joined me that night. we drank so much, from beer to whiskey. play dice and 'chai mui'. i am not sure about others, but both irene and I were definitely high that night.

the gals...

irene said she couldn't recall taken so many pics... :p

irene said she doesn't like to take photo... we pestered her... she has got no choice...

the main purpose of going rokaro that night was to check out this guy. apparently, he is going after aireen, or already got her?! and he was the one buying us dinner and drinks. thanks tim. :)

i tell you... i am so HIGH until i couldn't remember taking photo with Roland at all. Somemore holding him so tight. GOSH!!! it's good to put it up cos i will definitely not do this while i am sober. kakaka....

it's a fun night. we drank, we talked... although i was drunk at the end of the night, i could still remember that the crab meehoon was tasty. yummy....

just some updates... with pics...

a picture says a thousand words right?! i am giving you thousands and thousands of my words... :p

when everyone still sober @ wabisabi

started our vodka cranberry @ bambo9

the gals... still decent... always decent...

started the kissing act... kaka....

outside of TTDI Plaza...

Sunday That I Missed

this is the type of weekend that i missed... so much i missed... it's been so long and i can't recall when was the last time i spend sunday like this...

nobody woke me up in the morning, i had a nice, sound and long sleep. we have been travelling back hometown frequent recently, to seremban and muar. and you know, when you go overnight at bf's house, you can't sleep until noon and let everybody waiting for you. also not many ppl like me having family business running restaurnt. whenever i go back muar, i need to wake up early to help up in the restaurant. so whichever house that i go back, i won't have time to catch up the sleeping hours that i missed during hectic working weekdays.

we decided to stay back this weekend because kaireen and min yin's family coming over for a visit. Mainly, i am tired!!

i woke up fresh in the morning, in fact, noon. decided to have a change, we had sausages and english breakfast at Jarrod and Rawlin's. Ed had a big breakfast and i chose to have sausages and ribs. sausages were good and i prefer McD's fries. :p

my croissant with jam and butter

big breakfast :)

my sausages and ribs with fries

went back to office to finish off some back-log. i date ed for dinner while he was driving me to office. nowadays we were so lazy and most of the time, eating simple at home. we went to Fong Lye for taiwanese food at gardens. shopped a little for groceries and headed home straight for my "one million star".

the taiwanese shabu-shabu

grilled cod fish served with minced pork rice.... yummy...

althought it would be much better resting home than going back to office for work, i really enjoyed spending the weekend back in town rather than travelling home. i do enjoy home-cooked food but i need to catch up some rest and rejuvenate for a fresher week ahead.

i am blogging while watching dvd now. i am loving it..